I Had left behind the feeling I thought I got over it .

But little did I know it was sitting in my heart

and growing day by day in disguise of being strong
 

How strong do I have to beto feel nothing ?
And if I have been strong why do I feel the same pain !

Was the feeling never gone or I never left it in the first place .
 

A single thought of you canmake me sink in the sea of memories.

I can’t imagine what would it be when I see you in front of me .

I would want to stop the time and look at you forever

And the smile of yours might hold my heart at solace
 

I understood that thesefeelings will never wash away from my memories

And you might never understand the intensity of it 

But all I can do is to keep it safe inside me as long as I can 

And relive it in my dreams everyday.
 

I wish the sound of aching my heartwill reach you one day

And you might see yourself on every bit of it

I wish you smile and think of me saying

“I had someone’s heart filled up with so much love “

And you might come and ask me the story of it someday !!

Anindita Rath